Hypnagogic Journey

Relax and close your eyes, empty all your thoughts of work, the drive home, the kids, the in laws, the bank balance clear them all until there is nothing. Just a white, empty space.

 This is the point that your eyes close and your human body falls asleep and your soul journeys.

 Before the beginning

 In the clear white light of everlasting proportion in an eternal space beings of brighter light, of energy congregate together. Some of the beings are brighter and vibrating fast, others are less bright and vibrating more slowly. Each the same yet each different. Each with its own energy and vibration. They are content in the space they are in. The feeling is one of calmness, one of love, once of peace. A slow rhythmetic thudumm, thudumm, thudumm is hardly audible.

 The light beings form in a circle, each joining so their outer brightness touches the others.

 The sensation of gasping for air comes through; the beings of light can feel it. A faint flicker of light comes into the circle and the suffocating sounds and gasps are stronger, a rising panic, the light grows stronger.  A gasp, the light fades. There is a moment of nothingness and then the light grows stronger and the other light beings surround it and welcome the ball of light to them. They stay still all together all vibrating. The gasping subsides to the rhythemetic  thudumm, thudumm, thudumm and the light in the centre grows brighter to its fullness and takes on its own vibration.

 The beings of light and energy part and communicate. They communicate by thought transmission psychically.

 The new ball of light transmits the images of a young child set in the late 19^th centenary on earth. Homes of brick built close together. A mining town. Deprived and poor. The child was raggedly dressed and his bones stuck out, his cheeks hollow. There were blows to his head from a mother who was under the influence and a father whose voice was always angry and as the images of a deprived childhood of a working poor family with no love in it flashed by, the child from a young age was put in a cage and lowered into the depths of the earth and flashes of  the cage deep underground in darkness  with children crying came to the forefront and the sensation was of a children so scarred that they lost bladder control, crying out for their Mummies and then being shouted at by big men who would be free to send a  thump to the head for sniveling or slacking. Physical pain of the work, the cough deep in the chest that hurt came through clearly.   The feelings of suffocation grew stronger and more intense as more images shot through the white light as they were released from the light being. Then the strongest feeling of fear came through and a sense of suffocation and diminishing life. The final image of the mining shaft collapsing on many young boys as they were buried alive flashed by and then the light beings each parted the human body they were in and rose into the light where they joined other light beings.

 Calmness and love once again filled the space.   

 One light ball separated and the image of the man who was the father in the scene that had just unfolded appeared for a moment. Another light ball parted showing the face of the person who was the mother , another the face of a man from the pit, another the face of his friend, and as they broke the circle, other beings of light came to the group from afar showing faces and sometimes whispering a name. All passing love to the new light ball who accepted the love and the greeting. Some light beings stayed close for longer.

 Stepping back, eternity was filled with the same scenarios happening among millions of light beings.

 There were some light beings who were many times larger than others, and some light beings were like a sun with many light beings vibrating around them. In the distance was the largest light being, a long way forward from where we are.

 A larger light being came to this group and pulled them all towards it. Psychically communicating the light being that was new was communicating that it had learnt acceptance, learnt that possession was nothing and love was everything as without love there was nothing but emptiness, the light being communicated it wanted to learn to show love and  to care for souls who needed it.  The larger light being communicated that whilst the last incarnation was short it was because it learnt all it needed quickly. It had learnt how to feel and engage and learnt to understand about what the soul was like without love or care. The large light being gave a male human face to the light ball. A man, attractive, the image changing from baby to adulthood but ended at an earth age of the middle earth years. The light ball received this with love and called another light ball over whispering Mother there was a feeling of a surge of unconditional love with this, another light being arrived and was given father where the feeling of pain was present, the light ball that had been his best friend in the previous incarnation came forward and was whispered the name Sarah to which sorrow and anger was attached, all light beings communicated and accepted with love.

The process of the above was timeless and unmeasured, a flash of light or an eternity, who knows. But the light beings of this group parted. The beginning can now begin.